My World on Digital Paper

my "The Glee Project Audition"

2011-11-03T08:25:00.000-07:00

Well Hello

I recently (like yesterday) posted an online audition for glee's "The glee project"

but i need need as much help as i can (i need to have high views and "like" to be considered)

so if you could go to the site view, "like" and maybe even repost would be awesome!

-Jimmy

(from my note on my facebook wall about the video)

plus its kind of funny at some point i say ..self's when i ment to say self

some angles are...what where you thinking angles

i sing 0_0 (witch most didnt even know i attempt to do)

you'll get to know me a little better (witch is nice i guess)

and when the video is over.. i have a cross eyed still of me! haha

http://thegleeprojectcasting.com/Auditions/View/59873

Its all away

2010-09-09T10:48:00.000-07:00

You want to find the truth
in and out of doubt

you have to wash your face
your hands they have grown weak

and pain binds you...

just to release fear in me

who are we?

when night ends and our flaws are revealed
our hearts scream... is it true do you love me the same in light?

shame we hide again
but he has found a way into who we are

next to me there you are
in my loneliness is your soundless love
there i see you die

again and again

there you die

again and again

just to wish
my pain away
my fear away
my shame away

but i remain

The Stranger in The Mirror

2010-08-13T19:28:00.000-07:00

When I look at myself in the mirror

I didn't see me...

I saw some stranger

the stranger on they other side was Different
his hair has faded
his skin was cracked

and i cant breath the same air he does
yet we run into each other everyday

i cant hear his voice and he doesn't seem to think
he just looks at me as if he was surprised to see me again
yet excited

daily.. i walk into the room to see him looking at me
his eyes content ..as if he saw someone he knew and wanted to say hello
but confused because he's shocked that i dont seem to remember him

im confused as well..

see..
because reflections speak the same words
yet he has none!

and because im told that reflection is me
but he isn't

when i saw him in the mirror
i didnt see me

i saw a stranger.. a stranger that im not
but a stranger i will become

because when i die to myself

that stranger will be me

whoever he is

in the end...

2010-07-29T20:03:00.000-07:00

Sometimes life get so full, filled up to the top
to drown in the sorrow is nothing complex.. its just drowning
here pain is like waking up.. it will happen to you sooner or later

here's a pen and here's my paper
whiting down words so you could taste or savor
but they're to bitter for your liking...

...and sometimes when life is empty
we live in pain but at least we can breath
because drowning is easy 'cuz your already down here

nothings clear
and we could fear life
but not when your near this edge

Solitude

2010-07-29T10:48:00.000-07:00

safe inside me i will die alone
my wings are free, free from you

deeper and deeper you've scratched me to watch me bleed
burned me alive, tossed me away just to watch me scream

can you see me when day turns to night
here we sit in the dark with you

can you feel the day slip into night
here we sit with our solitude

(not done)

Door Slam

2010-03-29T09:02:00.000-07:00

There's a room

cold and lonely room
locking him away

he's a shade of blue painted over Grey

He asked himself if this was the way to go
bleeding is a dream all inside its own...

here the knife has kissed his burning skin
falling is not sleep, death was there to win

so secretly he became insane ...

"simple little freak life was never sane"

...

spinning around and then upside down
drinking to live but life was never found

...

Shhh...There's a room

cold and lonely room
locking him away

Saturday, December 15, 2007 Sometimes

2010-01-18T11:56:00.001-08:00

Sometimes i forget im here
stuck in this so called life
i cry to forget it all
but like yesterday
still and blue
i look up at the sky
and only see you
alone and cold
like the moon
Soflty shining it was out of the dark

yeah ...I just got bored
so how is the world today
...me confused and ...i dont know
just feel out of place ....

well bye

Friday, August 03, 2007 Not A Suicide Note

2010-01-18T11:49:00.000-08:00

Not A Suicide Note
By Jimmy Lopez

What do we do when it's all said and done
do we runaway or stay to only find out we're unimportant
The week is over and all I can feel is falling apart
Trust...Love...Friendship
It all seems unreal
To fall asleep and awaken in the arms or sorrow
whats the point in waking up right?
If I forget how to smile
I can look back into the past
Whos to help a person like me
Who has the time to mend somthing this broken?
You think all you have to do is listen
...Tell It lies...
...Say what it wants to hear...
Right?
okay ..One = Himself
Me alone like always
we all fuck up some more then others
but we all know our fuck ups
Here Listen to this
Drugs = Happiness
Cuts = Stressless
Death = Peace
When scars remind us that you know nothing but saddness
makes it seem like pain is our Best Friend
I guess what i'm saying is that
whos "real" anymore
Real Friend, Person, Whatever
All my life I've been stuck with people who dont give a damb about me
and I'm done being used
sometimes I dont want "friends"
cuz I dont like being left Behind
but maybe they dont leave me behind maybe I just can't keep up
but then again maybe they dont want me to
maybe the only reason they move or go so fast is because they got sick of me
To tell you the truth sometimes i think this is all just bad dream
but why am i still waiting for the day i wake up
Have you ever thought that maybe when we "Die" or "Pass Away"
we're not dead we just woke up from a Nightmare
I Want To Wake Up From Mine
The Perfect Nobody
Jimmy

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

2010-01-18T11:42:00.000-08:00

- Paint me dead part 1
all poems by Jimmy Lopez

He Peeks Through the darkness
to make me Bleed with his eyes
His hands can't touch me
But I still Scream
His face frozen still breaths behind my neck
and he paints me dead with his soul

Still There
Life a Childs innocence
I'm afriad of the thought of you...
to leave me when i need you
thats never somthing new
A Story Of Me...
In Hope for a happy ending
taken over by my solitude
why not keep pretending
...you still there...

Tuesday, July 08, 2008 Just Me

2010-01-18T11:40:00.000-08:00

It comes to save me when im sad, But like a emotionless poem
word written down to express nothing but a upside down smile
get pretty old
"Im Home?"
so if i breath in a place were no one wants you there anymore
is it a place worth staying ?

here i sleep on a bed thats hatefully given to me
a room to lock their guilt away

and to make me smile i stay away
were only i can say im good enough

were i know that love will be given to me

Again?

It Come to save me when im sad, But like a day in the rain to cry so no one know im upset i stay
in the rain to forget how much i hate you....

Man this was some random stuff!

Monday, July 21, 2008 I Guess I’ll Learn "To Say Goodbye"

2010-01-18T11:38:00.001-08:00

To Say GoodBye

-Jimmy

I fear the day the day I smile

I know by now how to handle pain

but the game of happiness is a whole new level

when that blissful moment comes to an end how will I cope

and learn to loose that friend

"I'll miss you"

When your gone

and knowing you know as much as you do

…will I be just another story to add to your list

I'll find a moment a moment of hate

just to hate you

just to make that goodbye

... easy easier ...

will you loose as much sleep as I will

or are you looking forward for that day to come to an end

and sleep again in your old life before you came

If it hurts this much right now to think about it

I don't want to know how much it'll hurt that day…

I barley know you my friend

…Can I even call you one if that's so?

But I don't to say goodbye

I don't want to see another one go

But I guess I'll learn to say goodbye again

The Perfect Nobody

-Jimmy

Tuesday, September 02, 2008 Time

2010-01-18T11:34:00.000-08:00

Time

-JimmyLopez

Time consumes me to a still moment

Were everything stays the same just to help me cope

To make me believe I'll be okay for good now

Because time increases hope

They always say they'll be there

But really time changes hope

Left in that moment alone

Do I really need anyone anymore?

I rather leave say goodbye first

Before I have to pretend that I wont miss you

That I'm okay now

That I'll be fine cause I know your always going to be there

But I'm not

Misunderstanding everything…

How was this life was supposed to be lived?

And were did I turn wrong now

What do I end up doing to hurt this much again

I HATE this fake smile plastered on my face

With just one look back and no feeling to help replace

The thought of you

I'll watch the sunset go

But unlike everything else I know It'll come back soon

…but will I

Should I really stay and see if time will change everything again

Or go some were new leave everything behind

And start over

Everyone needs a fresh start at one point in their life…right?

Or do we have to deserve it?

I cant take this anymore

Just want to change everything

Before time gets to it first and claws my heart and helps it bleed

Monday, September 22, 2008 Dont Know Why

2010-01-18T11:33:00.000-08:00

Dont Know Why

-Jimmy

In time i cry under the day
I try to sleep emtpy minded
Slowly finding how to forget all of you

Theres no more sun, I burn in your lie
Hidden inside the moon, how will I survive

Persevering everything
but try to forget your existence
and the new feeling I experience
just break me in half
I lay down to cry even more

to rethink everything inside these thoughts
do you really care?
its been awhile I know
but how come I feel so empty out of no were
we all think life is easy as soon time start ticking
we don't think its the same anymore is it?

focusing day to day
taking every step even slower
so i dont fall from the motion
that life brings me and bring all you
but i cant stand alone
but i dont want you to
should i stand in alone
detach from all you...

Tuesday, September 23, 2008 GoodNight...

2010-01-18T11:26:00.000-08:00

GoodNight
-By Jimmy

so many day I cry myself to sleep
and I dream to deep so some light I could see
inside all these thoughts is no more me...
its just a me I never get to see in life

...I can't speak to you, just to speak now
but I can wish for somthing new...yet nothings new
Nothings like you staying when I needed you the most
A weekend changed everything....

They say time heals and empty soul
yet I still lay in emptiness....
they also say I'll be fine because the day is almost over
yet the only difference in a day is when I say goodnight
Goodnight is the only difference between today and yesterday

and I still stay to watch the sunset inside you....
and memories still kill me slowly
even though they mean everything to me
It hurts when I hear you now....
I dont want to hurt myself again...
...So should I say goodbye
then sleep in my sheltered heart
The only thing I have left thats mine...

Busyness soon will take over you to
like time has no time for anyone
I lay under your sun
this last time

I'll say goodnight to you tomorrow

Saturday, September 27, 2008 No Point In September

2010-01-18T11:25:00.001-08:00

No Point In September

-By Jimmy

Empty thoughts of clarity
Spin back time and I seem to forget
Everything I once understoond
Turn black
...
When this sentence disappear
do you still know what I feel
when dark consumes all of me
can you read whats between the lines
Ive written more then once?
...
I've learn that nothing last forever
And I'm still inside september
...I fall, turn gray, and fade
...
and like every leaf falling
I feel the wind push me down along them
I fall down aswell

Wednesday, October 08, 2008 With Closed Eyes

2010-01-18T11:22:00.001-08:00

With Closed Eyes
-By Jimmy

Where I lay to sleep is never home
I awaken in a dream to never want to sleep
Twisted nightmares go flat
but never make me runaway
yet still I turn and look back
such a waste of time...

your words flow as if they were mine
repeating simple sentences
and still I fake this smile
to me, to you

This day ends, my door shuts
My eyes rain like the sky in an April storm
and these thought I over think blindly
stay stuck and unexposed
I drown and sink under them
And still my eyes are closed

Thursday, October 16, 2008 Nothing Is Something

2010-01-18T11:21:00.000-08:00

Nothing Is Something

-Jimmy

Holding on to everything slowly slipping away
their words leak like water when they got something to say
now even they've become half empty as well

Nothing in this world can understand this complex pain

Hard like a rock I fall on my knees
I pray to my god to take me now please…

Yet I still sleep a few hours and awaken with

this heart beat
I sink under my thoughts, it gets harder to breath
and they can't see how far they pushed me down this time

It's always me

Guessing….

I'm wrong in my understanding
and maybe got no clue
but how can you say one thing
and got the home I'm still looking for

Lets face the truth you aren't forever either…

Saturday, October 25, 2008 UnTitled Current

2010-01-18T11:20:00.001-08:00

Untitled

-Jimmy

Step by step by step

Just another walk in the park

The sun embraced me for a while

Yet still I felt so cold

And the breeze felt like your whisper
hidden in my cry

But now I can't even smile
it's affected by your lie

Ticking with the time

I sit around to wait

But everything to me comes of or seems so fake

Now pending for a moment

To believe and trust in you

But you've been absent for so long now

And just like everyone else that's never something new

The ending of October

Were the stars dim from blue to black
faded memories are no longer welcomed
I know I miss but won't allow to come back

Here I stay and linger

Around the clear light ring of the moon
I hope to someday find home

And my soul to rest there to

Sunday, October 26, 2008 A Blind Promise

2010-01-18T11:19:00.000-08:00

A Blind Promise

-JimmyL

Spoken words fade back to blue

When day ends and October cries white tears

You don't notice your unspoken lies

Left cold

Daylight seem so different

When it rest in your eyes

Nothing seems truthful

When you left this time

And I still miss old sentences

You said by night

Goodnight again

Unnoticed tears hidden in the dark

What's there to call mine

When you said you wouldn't forget

But you've forgotten

Another Blind Promise

Wednesday, October 29, 2008 Remember Thursday

2010-01-18T11:17:00.000-08:00

Remember Thursday

-JimmyJ

I can remember the last real conversation we had

Where day was ending into silent dreams

But it was okay because you said

"Goodnight"

Where heart ace shimmered in the sky

And counted plains took them high

To help me forget I'm alone

And I add these several tears to the lake below

Where everyone's sorrow drowns alive

And I'll be okay because you said so

But I'm not

In public time disappears

As countless cars race by

In hope to push my pain in front of them

But that pain is mine

And that's my life

But it was okay that day

And I remember our last conversation we had

Where day ended into silent dreams

But it was okay because you said

"Goodnight"

Wednesday, November 05, 2008 134 Words That Made No Difference

2010-01-18T11:13:00.001-08:00

134 Words That Made No Difference

-JimmyL

You're a whisper in August

Or an echo lost in thought

You faded before September

And obviously you forgot

I'm still alone in darkness

And this light is so dim

Now we're inside November

And our friendship has gone slim

When day ends, yes I miss you

Yet that won't change one thing

And before this day hits night soon

I already feel that sting

Life calls it a moment

My mind did also to

And yet you were only temporary

Lost in the full moon

And now I lay here coping

Because that's all I can do

Memories of all the good times

Are all that's left of you

And yes I still miss you

But that wont change one thing

And you remind me of last year

When I lost everything.

Friday, November 14, 2008 Time In Half

2010-01-18T11:12:00.000-08:00

Time In Half

-Jimmy

Split moment to remind myself

They never understood

And it's still only a moment

That I'm sure time only took

When today happen slowly

Let's cut you off of here

I don't need anyone near this

Simple sepia colored tone of my day

You never seen the changes

Of my sky no longer blue

So I don't find a reason

To want to see you soon

Even if a moment is left for me, for you

Your sorry isn't anything

If you didn't know what to do

Wednesday, December 10, 2008 I'm Always Brought Back

2010-01-18T11:11:00.000-08:00

About this poem:This is about me of course :) and also about always wanting to be alone because for some odd reason everything will someday come to in end and the quot "I was born alone I'll die alone" come to play in my head.

I'm Always Brought Back

-By Jimmy Lopez

winter can break a smile
calm the sun
make the wind blow

cold kisses frostbite my
long to love hope

and I choose to look down again

My eyes are blinded from anything that could be good
its like fear rushed back to block everything...

I once again misunderstood

That
Everything or forever means nothing and also temporary

now the sweetness of night its false romance
of how beautiful starts shine like tears of joy

remind me to for some odd reason not smile upon the memories
I've learned to timidly cherish openly

and now I stay here to only try to fall in love with my solitude I'd truly like to abandon

Saturday, December 20, 2008 (Do I) Have to Go...

2010-01-18T10:10:00.000-08:00

Have To Go

-Jimmy L.

Could I stay a bit longer to see the world pass thru this window

My problems seem much smaller when they're unseen

Don't you think so?

When Wednesday arrives I know life's not still

But I feel empty inside…

And what emotion do I have left to kill?

I look over and over at the time

10 minutes have passed

And I still don't want to leave

I know this aint home

But I feel okay right here

And even if no ones near

I don't worry if the days not clear

…But

Could I stay a bit longer to see this world pass thru these windows?

Monday, December 22, 2008 Dare To Hope

2010-01-18T10:06:00.002-08:00

Dare To Hope
-Jimmy LopeZ

Word by word

I read the emotional poem inside your sentence

Its began with a joke, I couldn't smile

And ended with a mild rain fall

Cut in half

Just like my Hope I sometimes close

You dare us to open back those doors

But I still couldn't write inside your journal

Your name was lost inside mine a long time ago

And now the days go by so slow

I rather sleep then cry Hopelessly

But I still Hope for a better day around December

And when I can't seem to remember the good in life

I still Dare to Hope…

Monday, December 22, 2008 Dare To Hope

2010-01-18T10:06:00.001-08:00

Dare To Hope
-Jimmy LopeZ

Word by word

I read the emotional poem inside your sentence

Its began with a joke, I couldn't smile

And ended with a mild rain fall

Cut in half

Just like my Hope I sometimes close

You dare us to open back those doors

But I still couldn't write inside your journal

Your name was lost inside mine a long time ago

And now the days go by so slow

I rather sleep then cry Hopelessly

But I still Hope for a better day around December

And when I can't seem to remember the good in life

I still Hope…

Sunday, December 28, 2008 Im Still Here

2010-01-18T10:04:00.000-08:00

Im Still Here

-By Jimmy Lopez

I can't see through the blur of my tears

Blinding me for so long now

I've forgotten how the world looks like

And I count cars passing this bus stop

Why am I alone today?

Look at their smiles and also their eyes

They don't cry in this morning

But mine do…

They drive away all of them go somewhere

But I'm still here

And I try to believe that solitude is they place to be

On days like today

But I don't believe

And it's no dream but I can't sleep

When I'm already listening to my owns cries

You can't hear

But it's no time for sleep

And

I'm Still here waiting at this bus stop

I have no place to be

I hope you have a Merry Christmas

And please if you pass by me

Don't say those words to me

Just because I'm still here

Monday, December 29, 2008 But Then I Said I’m Sorry?

2010-01-18T10:03:00.000-08:00

But Then I Said Im Sorry?
-By Jimmy Lopez

And he breaths his air calmly
Like a still day in life

When I can't smile
He seems to relaxed to begin to care

I slowly begin to not care as well

I'm okay in this darkness because you placed me here

And now that "I'm settled "

You're no where near

But I wont miss you when were face to face

And I hold this secret locked in place

Yet I said "I'm Sorry"?

There's more then scared in this phrase

But I seem to do everything wrong

I'm the one who always seems to change

That's what you claimed

Under your sentence was less then what you call truth

And I said "I'm Sorry"

When you claimed you were trying to be there

But were more then just absent

And can't even realize it yourself

But I was the only one who was sorry…

Monday, December 29, 2008 They’re There In...

2010-01-18T10:02:00.000-08:00

Monday, December 29, 2008

They’re There In...

They're There In...

-by Jimmy Lopez

Silent whispers hold this cry

Eyes look inside my soul but I still wont tell

Close my mouth to shush you but even if I were to want to

Reading my lips is not simple…

Tell me yours and I'll tell you mine…

Someday

Are there more then one…yes

Rolling tong my words can't spill

Every thought is mine to feel and so I do

Throwing hints in every poem

Here's the biggest one

Every star had a promise they couldn't keep

Regretting their actions

Everyday

I've done nothing wrong

Nothing but if you want to know…

There it is in the second to last word

Here I lay in pain again because of the silent words

I'm

Sorry

Waterfall of emotions fall from my eyes

Over flooded my passion to want to live…but I do

Regret

Drowning in these thoughts of

You…

Tuesday, December 30, 2008 Selfishly Me

2010-01-18T09:59:00.002-08:00

Selfishly Me
-Jimmy Lopez

How can you say such words
you dont know how much you've been the reason
to why I hate myself now
both of you dont understand how much I'd love to bleed alseep

and now "I love you" is a joke

Yes, Im sorry for wasting our time
but you'll never know how much it hurts to awaken in a place so dim
and my hope now has gone frail and slim

I'm sorry for worrying for myself and "being selfish"
When all I really got is me
I'm the little bit of home I got left

life loves you both of you I don't got much to worry for
Time has helped you become strong
but all you do still is say I'm wrong

Your voice is a curse to my heart
The great, life keeps getting on your part
Brings me to the title you've given me...

but whos really being selfish in the dark?

Thursday, January 01, 2009 Secret Suicide

2010-01-18T09:59:00.001-08:00

Secret Suicide
Current mood: blah
Category: Writing and Poetry

About This Poem: it's just about feeling dead from the inside and not feeling like yourself anymore without anyone knowing you've in a way given up on yourself and your will to care. its not about killing yourself but about being lost inside that thought and the "what ifs"

Secret Suicide
-By Jimmy Lopez

Im not dead but
I fell in this liquid darkness
and drown within my own words

It dares me to Breath this pain
deeper then my bones

It calls me
Forms an hour so dark and near to death

I'd touch those razor kisses
but it leaves my heart a mess

I'd bleed within two minutes
away, I'd fade away

But I chose to believe in Someday
yet inside there's still no way

That eyes would open clearly
and dawn I'd want to see

but in me is a heart I've broken fonly
and now im not even Me...

Saturday, January 03, 2009 Why Did I Say Hello?

2010-01-18T09:55:00.001-08:00

bout the poem:This poem is about a "friend"? i guess you could call him and its just about not really feeling the same or thinking about reaching an old friendship back and also wondering why/if you'd really want to either

Why Did I Say Hello?

-By Jimmy Lopez

Words looked for you in real life

Its a way to say "yes"

I've spoken to you Face to face

In a black and white format

But I couldn't fine you

I wanted to...

Just to feel alive again

Just to have someone to turn to

But I don't need this everyday hello at the same time

And It's not ever going to be the same

Even though today it felt like it

Its just one day

But Im sorry

I don't even know who you are anymore

Your voice sounds someone other then yourself

And its not you I see even if I were to look hard enough

And look deeper then the surface of your hello

Its not the same

So why did I say hello?

Wednesday, January 07, 2009 I Dont Care

2010-01-18T09:52:00.000-08:00

About The Poem: This poem is about just being anger and letting people know you wont let them walk all over you ect...

its also about not being afriad to show everyone and anyone that you can stand up for yourself.

I Dont Care
-By Jimmy Lopez

Soundless footsteps marched into my mind
But I never knew I could be that person
Its an anger that builds deep inside and today
it help me stop the tears from flowing

outspoken
my anger thru words that for some odd reason
made me walk outside my heart

they cheer for the bad
and in that state I'm not sad or disappointed

I'm just the me I never knew I was

Its like a sting of hope in a rotten stage
helps me hold my head up high but a bit enraged

but I'm still me

It's a place where pain is not acceptable
tears don't rain
and being walked all over will and cant ever happen

its also a way to let yourself believe in false respect
but that's better then nothing…

Monday, January 12, 2009 Dear God

2010-01-18T09:51:00.000-08:00

About This Poem: This was A letter I wrote to God yesterday
but I decided to turn it into a poem
HOPE you like it ...

Dear God
-By Jimmy Lopez

Mindless music sway my feet to the corner of my memories
It bleeds with the pulse of my heart to create its own beat of a time where I'm able to see where I belonged

Oh how I'd long to reach the fingertips of your truth
and seek an even deeper life with you

Its a hallway of scripture coded in the dark
could you brighten the words I haven't read

Help me feel alive again

Its to cold out to not notice the numbness of today
because only you see how false my happiness still is as I lay to sleep for tomorrow

Wednesday, September 03, 2008 Like The Day

2010-01-18T09:48:00.000-08:00

Like TheDay

-By Jimmy Lopez

Why are my views like this again?

I know I'm not the only one in this position

But somehow I know I'm alone

My heart is heavy and spirit cold

Hunger to keep going slipping away

As time slows down even more

And this light, small light dimming

Reminding me it'll turn off soon

Nothing last forever

Just a reflection of the past

Like a scratch CD skipping

To replay the same thing over and over

Till it turns off

How do I turn off the noise inside my head?

A lonely bus ride home

Were everything is only temporary

I still have the guts to look outside the window

And I start to rain with the sky

To scream with the thunder

Don't want to live...

And die with the storm

Yet my one wish won't come true

Why are some of us picked to hurt this much?

And almost everyday simply sucks

Because in my world wind of thoughts

Struggling to brush the hairs of time off my face

And to try to shelter my every last bit of hope to this earthquake

To only give up, surrender to the pounds of life

So sharp like a steal razor that use to kiss my skin

Were to begin my unspoken story

To the beat I'd like to someday fade out of a lie

Inside my happiness

Tuesday, January 13, 2009-I AM JIMMY LOPEZ

2010-01-18T09:39:00.000-08:00

ABOUT THIS POEM: THIS POEM IS ABOUT WHO I AM IN A WAY

I AM JIMMY LOPEZ
By: Jimmy Lopez
Just me, myself and I
I'm a kid lost in a world full of strangers
Most of them I don't know
Most of them I don't want to know
Yet I always wonder who they are, who they might be

Lost inside a possibility
Only to remember I'm nobody but me
Please don't forget me as December ends
Everyday I fight with my Mind crazy like an animal locked in the
Zoo

I rather stay in stillness
So calm like my old spirit

My mind wonders off again
Everyday I dream of paradise

Sunday, February 08, 2009-Understanding

2010-01-18T09:33:00.000-08:00

I Try to understand

This music plays a song

whispering its silent memories

It speak to you and me

like midnight walks to dawn

and I begin to sing your quiet song

...take me with you...

like the day

I give away the reasons to hate myself

visible like morning

I cry to you

walking towards your everlasting love

I try to understand

the footsteps It takes to really look like you...

Today

2010-01-18T09:31:00.000-08:00

These are word one written by a kid lost somewhere between darkness and death
he was silent but the pencil did all the screaming

Thanks for reading and hope you enjoy

The Length of Time February 20, 2009

2010-01-18T09:29:00.002-08:00

Why have days stretch out?

...so long

they seem to carry on
like a song so old you cannot stand
like a moment way to cruel it never ends

They stay...

They stay to watch me fall in love with dawn
though they know I want the mornings light and sun
but day, It only saddens and night it bitters me
stuck right in the between
when will you be able to see

That days are timed moment in our lives

and our lives are way to short

we caught ourselves on fire

and messes of all sorts

...

and day somehow still seem to long

Page One March-10-09

2010-01-18T09:29:00.001-08:00

Page One

-By Jimmy

The sun is blinding even at night

I press soft on this clear page full of silent lines
soon to scream my truth as of today

and I thank you in this sentence
It's the only way I know how

But I'm still unsure about what I should feel...
It's another way to ask myself if your real

and I don't know....
Do I even want too?

Its the first page...
Page one
and I don't know what to say

My mind is cluttered in every way
but there's still and urge to say "Thank you"
So I Thank you in secret

Still I Thank You

...Today...

Red Roses

2009-10-01T13:09:00.000-07:00

Theres a pedal for every emotion on my heart
bright red roses set me apart
The drink pain like water
as I'm nurtured by our father

Long stem
leaf on the left
writes an instrumental song
that amputates the right way
to look at life

Ive picked such sweet roses to look at
but each rose left a whole unfed

now thorns help my hands bleed
to paint each rose bright red
I'll bleed to grow more red roses

My FootSteps In The Dark

2009-09-29T06:03:00.001-07:00

New Blog

http://myfootstepsinthedark.blogspot.com/

Watch Me Fall

2009-09-11T17:51:00.000-07:00

Im in the presence of reality
but I cant help to question myself

My eyes turn gray as they fade into sleep
Dreams are nightmares with a smile

where he tells me the lies

your no good for life
you cant take the razor away
watch it become you
scratch your name

and watch it bleed

...

Im here but still absent
and I turn into a bullet

here Im power against life
to show you Im not real

WATCH ME FALL

Ill even let you pull the trigger

The Lord Said "I Love You!"

2009-09-11T17:21:00.000-07:00

Show me your stillness
as I hold the hands of silence

Ive spoken softly tonight
to keep my ears open to your whispers

Here I can sleep safely with you in mind
Where dreams lay still as well

Thats when you said "I Love You"

...

Time is frozen in this moment
As I'm slow dancing you stitch your spirit gently inside me

I listen but still cant hear
fear takes me slowly again

Words are slow in this story
being written, ink is low

I slowly turn to lead

As I write recklessly
you erase my mistakes
and perfect each sentence
so when I re-read over my depression

Thats when I read "I Love You"

So show me your stillness
as I hold the hands of silence

Ive spoken softly tonight
to keep my ears open to your whispers

Here I can sleep safely with you in mind
Where dreams lay still as well

Thats when you said "I Love You"

The Lord Said "I Love You!"

A Place With You

2009-09-07T19:41:00.000-07:00

Your eyes are crystal clear here

Alone...

sand hides between my toes
but hidden in the sand is your love

I dig and dig for the perfect sand to build the best sand castle I can imagine
but talent is low today

This footstep is home
near your waves
I find the embrace Ive been looking for
but loose from time to time

leave me out the water
and let me fine your presence else where

why...

why can I see your stillness in a smile
your love in a hug

but in silence I loose myself but still remember you?

your eyes are crystal clear here
Alone These footsteps are forgotten
but your eyes see my every step

...I know you wont forget

Awaken The Spirit

2009-07-31T20:15:00.001-07:00

There's a sadness that fills his eyes
like shooting stars
he's rarely seen crying

Placed in and out of surroundings,
his sky turn gray before he storms inside himself

and when the ground forms to mud
he finds the love he lost long ago inside your heavens

Here footprints in the sand are lost
but never forgotten

and your imprint is my memory...

Ive rotten as an individual
but this prayer will clean me up

Today the sky ends its morning one more time without you
and the sunrise will awaken my faith in this situation

The Truth Is...

2009-07-30T15:36:00.001-07:00

next to me is the air you use to breath
its a story of the week I fell asleep
one is one and two is you
both a friend and a father I once thought I knew
but I'm gone and your free

Thoughts are clear
yeah
they're clear when im dreaming

but this song
confuses my mind and my feelings

im okay but im not
im starving but i forgot to water these emotions

dance like a sunflower planted in place
with the wind hitting my face
i dance along the time that use to be laced with your presence

but life stresses soil
and I seem to fall asleep for this season
in hope to forget I miss you

Quote

2009-06-09T08:47:00.000-07:00

"If Thoughts Were Money,

I'd Be a Millionaire"

Broken Silence

2009-06-04T12:40:00.000-07:00

Part 1

silence can be broken
when words find a voice to speak thru
I'm here to speak the unspoken within myself

...Or I can try

Here air is nothing but a whisper
hindering thoughts lock me in place
..I stay still again

stuck to pretend not to have one word

silver rain falls and sharpens each sentence I'd like to one day speak
cuts my vocal cords

so I stay soundless

but silence can be broken

9AM Tomorrow

2009-06-01T07:29:00.000-07:00

I've wanted to see your sunset again
just so I could say good morning to you by 9AM

Its reds and yellow warmth hug me in its distance

To see your smile form by clouds stitched in the sky
I just want to see you cry a million tears of joy
before I go...

to break in your storm
I break out loud like thunder

here we rain a normal thunderstorm
viewed by only GOD

Your too important to say goodnight to
Your too important to even want to loose

But ill have to soon say goodbye to you
Alone I'll stay like the moon

and

I break in your storm
Out loud i cry like thunder
but here in the middle of the day
we rain like a normal thunderstorm
soon to pass away by 9AM tomorrow

Short Untitled Poem

2009-05-22T13:24:00.001-07:00

It’s so dark this morning
…and I forgot the words to say

When my nights are still and frozen
…Frozen I remain

And my thoughts today are broken
When my lights fades away

away you are like always

so away I will Stay

Dare To Hope

2009-05-21T15:22:00.001-07:00

Word by word
I read the emotional poem inside your sentence

Its began with a joke, I couldn't smile
And ended with a mild rain fall
Cut in half

Just like my Hope I sometimes close
You dare us to open back those doors
But I still couldn't write inside your journal

Your name was lost inside mine a long time ago

And now the days go by so slow
I rather sleep then cry Hopelessly

But I still Hope for a better day around December
And when I can't seem to remember the good in life

I still Hope…

Unspoken

2009-04-21T15:26:00.000-07:00

It's to late to look at me now

It's time to walk forward
and let the night say goodbye

I'm not here like you thought
I've been gone all this time

I'm sorry once again

But I can no longer pretend
that i can stay a moment longer...

Window smile stay locked away
and untouchable
kissable words taste to good
not to say
but such words are better left unsaid

and

wordless sentences make
perfect phrases that are heard clearly

so today I'll stay
unspoken

How I've Felt

2009-04-13T16:03:00.001-07:00

I've waited for the day to end today

again

I pretend that freedom sleeps inside of me

tears don't fall in this month of April
only rain speaks of sorrow
but never me

now my sentences are laced with lies
I dare never to say but I cried again yesterday

I cried for the unspoken truth that I haven't told you

Sing To You

2009-03-31T14:53:00.000-07:00

I want to sing to you
Say the things I cant speak of and hide them in this melody

I want to form some words into song
Sing all day long
In the thought of you

I can’t say I love you when words are spoken
This time I’ll hide them in this soft noise

It’s almost a whisper that kisses the air
But this time I want to show you how much I really care

And have you ever heard this song?
Could you sing the course with me when I’m to shy
To sing out loud

Sing it with me
In this hidden sound that falls asleep by ten

My Words

2009-03-26T13:55:00.000-07:00

Part 1

My words don’t mean a thing

They don’t speak but that’s only because they don’t know how to talk…

Even though I’ve tried so hard to make them be heard
There still so silent

My words are nothing

Not a face
Or eyes
Or even mouth

They can escape
Nor replace the feelings inside me

My words are just words
And yes I see that
That may be true

But have they ever really or truly spoken to even you?

This Journal

2009-03-10T13:01:00.000-07:00

Stepping back just to look forward
Notes here are unspoken words

secrets lay inside this pencil
and I'll write until I break

I've broken many times
resharpened life to speak

I've smudged the Little words
as I cried in my fear

I wrote about you...
today was written in the memory of yesterday

These words where yours before I could think of them

It paints a bitter smile
It caught up to me just when I thought I was okay

I see them erase in the rain of my saddness

The Length of Time

2009-02-16T06:21:00.000-08:00

and our lives are way to short

we caught ourselves on fire

and messes of all sorts

...

and day somehow still seem to long

Breath

2009-02-14T12:37:00.000-08:00

This was our conversation
Words were stitched inside the darkness
to pierce my soul with your sentences

and I'll admit at first I thought all you did was suffocate the truth
but truth was found in silence this time...

Even though your phrases cut my ability to breath
and night stood so still so we both couldn't sleep
we chose to sit and stay to let emotions awaken

and they woke up...

Mixed inside the air
we look like a thunderstorm
but in some way we both seem to care enough to listen

I heard how the thunder cries
and you heard how rain falls

Tension filled a room so thigh that air is hard to find
and I gasp for life but I sank Inside that moment

I sank deep enough to breath a Thank you to you

Page One

2009-02-12T20:04:00.000-08:00

Still I Thank You

...Today...

The Way You Love Me

2009-02-09T15:16:00.000-08:00

- By Jimmy Lopez-Garcia

I was more then unworthy of your love
I couldn't stand your name now I can't walk away from you

I've tried proving you wrong but you proved yourself to me
and now I wonder if what I see, you see

You build my spirit
and I drew a picture of how it'd look like when we're closer

You heard my cries
and in your picture you hold onto me

When I couldn't understand...

I couldn't open my eyes and simply see
all the time you've spent loving me

The way you love me is braided in my soul
and you are my everything my all in all

You

2009-02-08T13:55:00.000-08:00

There's so many words to say
I can't speak them all
I can't build a sentence
to try to break my fall

but I can say "I thank you"
and I know you heard me to
when there is always midnight
where small stars light me Through...

I see how to see just for today
though I break
and I've broke all the way

You will understand me
understand the simple truth
But right when I stepped inside here
I lost the thought of you

Why I Walk Away

2009-02-01T11:57:00.000-08:00

Its like a silent moment

That shies away the sun
The reasons you walked away

Is why I began to run

The motion of your words
tell another story
The things I know are true
are said by God for me

It works in many ways
and I chose to Hide these words
I don't give it away
and I want to Hate you

You tell me nothing else
You don't have to say one thing

I want to just walk away
Before I hear you sing

Away From Me

2009-01-31T21:57:00.000-08:00

I never noticed how sunlight was red
inside the morning where everything's said
where all of my memories were able to be erased like led
yet I told you I'm not okay

I noticed night was different
and dawn seemed to skip
It's like a belt of worries locked around my hip

You don't even know me
you don't want to understand
But your always there for me
when I can't seem to stand

Maybe it's no difference
Maybe I'm just gloom

you hate my every whisper
laced around the moon

Just Go, Leave

2009-01-27T14:19:00.000-08:00

I can hear your footsteps cling to the phrases of goodbye
its like a story lost within those many times or moments we shared
when I use to beg you not to go in secret

I've spent days simply watching the sun disappear
Hoping you'd stay near but people always go

And this time I said "Go, Just Leave"

Stuck inside these profound thoughts
Like a conflict stitched inside me
So deep that I can no longer see
the reason Not to be upset

"You Don't Sound The Same"

You seem so different that I'm not even sure who you really are
and your voice is near but I see you and your beyond far

I lost myself in distance this time
and it's okay

and this day...

today will be the day I say no thank you and leave

Small Note

2009-01-24T11:31:00.000-08:00

Can you hear these silent whispers disappear
fade away into our atmosphere
and I'm still here waiting for an answer

clues say goodbye

and
others say its for good
when I cant think of anything or anyone

I wonder if what I've learned is really understood

Why

2009-01-22T20:35:00.000-08:00

Falling back
I seem to stay stuck in stillness
and the wellness of my being fades to black

long to reach that happiness you spoke of
disappears...

when I feel near to you
you seem so far
and far you are

we all take steps
but steps get lost in time
Echoing away I slip inside that darkness

I should be happy by now
but I cant seem to stop pretending

now where is my life heading

when all i want is that point
where life begins its ending

Silent Panic

2009-01-21T09:13:00.000-08:00

Footsteps pass to watch over my uncertainties
And I replay the memories I’ve made up about you
Just to smile

It’s the craziness of time
That sharpens my silent panic
And by night I already feel that painful static

Of what the embrace of your words might feel like In person
And it hurts worse now then back when
Distance was just a possibility
But I can even remember when you chose to leave

I hate these simple facts…

It’s like an attack of truth rushed back
And I lack the ability to hope

But when I see you face to face
Will be the day I’ll able to cope

Titled Untitled

2009-01-19T12:19:00.000-08:00

Look How chilly they smirk

window smile say goodbye

ugly
empty flavored blood
softly break me all day

our frozen sleep
slept before sunset

swallow my thought

scream all we can
or evil could rust inside you

You Couln't see Me Here

2009-01-16T19:50:00.000-08:00

-By Jimmy Lopez-Garcia

Its a dark sidewalk to dark to even take small step
but still I took those steps secretly that god only knows

down that road I see this lifeless face in the mirror
cold room locked within myself
and all I can hear is a voice saying "goodbye"

are you near when I cant smile
I faked my laughter today
yet you thought it was real
and how can you say I've been pretending

when my pretending wasn't even visible

Around those streets are empty crowds
the fill up spaces but not around
They say they're real and they'll be there

but silent whisper say "They don't care"

and I can't help but to listen

Now it way to dark to even see your face
your voice is distant and out of place

and you were never sorry for blowing out the candle

I'm Always Brought Back

2009-01-15T19:14:00.000-08:00

winter can break a smile
calm the sun
make the wind blow

cold kisses frostbite my
long to love hope

and I choose to look down again

My eyes are blinded from anything that could be good
its like fear rushed back to block everything
I once again misunderstood

That
Everything or forever means nothing and temporary

now the sweetness of night its false romance
of how beautiful starts shine like tears of joy

remind me to for some odd reason not smile upon the memories
I've learned to timidly cherish openly

and stay here to only try to fall in love with my solitude
I'd truly like to abandon

This Time...

2009-01-13T14:22:00.000-08:00

I ask myself

keep asking why I turn to you

I don't know why

cant see why there's reasons to

I need to know

Or hear you say a promise

but I can't hear the things you've said...

I woke-up today

open my eyes just to see

The sky was red
and everything was white it seems

But I saw you in memories

of yesterday

and you where there all along this time

I Don't Need You Around

2009-01-12T16:57:00.000-08:00

About This Poem:This poem is about someone new and being able to feel like you can trust them even if you dont know them that much and ending is about wanting to say thanks for trying to be there

I've almost let you become a friend I promised I'd never let myself have again
I don't need more people but somehow I can trust you more then them
and this I don't pretend to say

I hate that your there and I believe it so

can you stay in that state of where we joke
and plaster a smile
we both seem to force

that ride back turned to silent roars
of thoughts

and for one moment I almost wanted to talk

I almost called you my friend

I almost turned back and said thank you
once again to a stranger I rather hate

To Say GoodBye

2009-01-03T09:41:00.000-08:00

I fear the day the day I smile

I know by now how to handle pain
but the game of happiness is a whole new level
when that blissful moment comes to an end how will I cope
and learn to loose that friend

"I'll miss you"

When your gone
and knowing you know as much as you do

will I be just another story to add to your list

I'll find a moment a moment of hate
just to hate you

just to make that goodbye
easy,easier

will you loose as much sleep as I will
or are you looking forward for that day to come to an end
and sleep again in your old life before you came

If it hurts this much right now to think about it
I don't want to know how much it'll hurt that day

I barley know you my friend

…Can I even call you one if that's so?

But I don't to say goodbye
I don't want to see another one go
But I guess I'll learn to say goodbye again

"GoodBye"

I Hate You

2008-12-31T08:26:00.000-08:00

Soundly screams sound like silent whispers to me as well now

and you cant follow me nor see me down here

so runaway I don't want you watching me as I bleed

Just keep running

It's the only promise you've kept

the only one you could keep

Thank you for the sweet lies I should have known them all along because they were just artificially sweeten words

How come you all of you still mean something to me

when I don't mean a thing to myself

I hate you

but only when you cant see me eye to eye

I Hate You

but only when you haven't replied

I Hate You

Just because I haven't died

I Just Want To Hate You....

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How Come (Original Version)

2008-12-30T10:11:00.000-08:00

About This Poem: There are 2 versions of the poem. they're both titled How Come and this poem was a poem I wrote when I was 13 years old. Yes I found a poem I wrote when I was a little little kid...But anyways here's the original version along with the re-write version I wrote both at age 13

Thank You

-Jimmy Lopez

How Come (Original Version)

-By Jimmy Lopez

How Come it's me I'm always wrong

I'm the one with the broken song

I'm the one with no smile just a frown

I'm right where you left me on the ground

How Come its me I'm all alone

everywhere I go I'm on my own

When will I feel better

Could you Give me a letter

A letter from you to me
but your letter had nothing inside it

How Come

---------------------------------------------------------------

How Come (Final Version)

-By Jimmy Lopez

How Come its me thats always wrong

The one with a broken song

The one with a fake smile a true frown

and me on the ground

How Come its me all alone

Even when im at home

at school its not better

just give me a letter

A letter of fate

A letter of death

A letter with nothing inside it

How Come

I Am Jimmy Lopez

2008-12-29T08:53:00.000-08:00

Just me, myself and I

I'm a kid lost in a world full of strangers
Most of them I don't know
Most of them I don't want to know
Yet I always wonder who they are, who they might be

Lost inside a possibility
Only to remember I'm nobody but me
Please don't forget me as December ends
Everyday I fight with my Mind crazy like an animal locked in the
Zoo

I rather stay in stillness
So calm like my old spirit

My mind wonders off again
Everyday I dream of paradise

Before I Saw You

2008-12-27T12:15:00.000-08:00

I saw the was day really ends
Silently I whisper “goodbye”

If I can look up at this day, I know I’m still alive
But I look down and I can’t smile

Am I dead?
Am I still real and can you see me?

Somehow I still breathe
Unwillingly
But I still breathe

As I count my heart beat
Faster and faster it beats
But I’m not worried about it stopping

Believe me when I say “Goodnight” is a word of darkness
It reminds me I’ve failed to say “Good morning”
But everyday is the end
And I wait for you to see my reality

You never saw the way I try to mend my broken smile
And I also tried asking if you could stay a while before you saw me
But day ends so fast and it’s a waste of time

And I’ll see you go anyways so just leave

My eyes follow the pain of time
And all this time I thought it was there to mock me
But time hurts more then I ever had
And now I know why it hurt real bad before I saw you

Did you?

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Why December Cries

2008-12-23T09:59:00.000-08:00

Just breath don't forget your alive

and remember the way December tried to smile
at least she tried to unlike me

but I heard her cry again
and she pretends and lets you see false beauty
fall like glitter

It's just frozen rain yet she still lies
like i did when they saw me crying
"I'm Okay" I said that day...

She feels empty, its her holiday
and everyone thinks shes perfect
but she owns Wednesday
and all she can is look back and forth
so can you see how stuck she is

she can even reach the weekend

...So I could understand why December cries on Christmas
but not the reason she'd lie to me
shes a reflection of my memory
and shes really just a month
but her name was also temporary
and I'll she her sometime soon when its not to cold out

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Time

2008-12-22T11:58:00.000-08:00

Time consumes me to a still moment
Were everything stays the same just to help me cope To make me believe I'll be okay for good now
Because time increases hope

They always say they'll be there
But really time changes hope

Left in that moment alone

Do I really need anyone anymore?

I rather leave say goodbye first

Before I have to pretend that I wont miss you

That I'm okay now

That I'll be fine cause I know your always going to be there

But I'm not

Misunderstanding everything…

How was this life was supposed to be lived?

And were did I turn wrong now

What do I end up doing to hurt this much again

I HATE this fake smile plastered on my face

With just one look back and no feeling to help replace

The thought of you

I'll watch the sunset go

But unlike everything else I know It'll come back soon…

but will I

Should I really stay and see if time will change everything again

Or go some were new leave everything behind

And start over

Everyone needs a fresh start at one point in their life…right?

Or do we have to deserve it?

I cant take this anymore

Just want to change everything

Before time gets to it first and claws my heart and helps it bleed

What Now...

2008-12-20T08:58:00.000-08:00

What do we do when it's all said and done.
do we runaway or stay to only find out we're unimportant?
The week is over and all I can feel is falling apart

Trust...Love...Friendship
It all seems unreal

To fall asleep and awaken in the arms or sorrow
whats the point in waking up right?

If I forget how to smile I can look back into the past
Whos to help a person like me

Who has the time to mend somthing this broken?
You think all you have to do is listen...
Tell It lies......
Say what it wants to hear...
Right?okay..

One = Himself

Me alone like always we all mess up
some more then others
but we're only human right?

Here Listen to this...

Drugs = Happiness
Cuts = Stressless
Death = Peace

When scars remind us that you know nothing but saddness
makes it seem like pain is our Best Friend.

I guess what i'm saying is that whos "real" anymore
Real Friend, Person, Whatever

All my life I've been stuck with people who dont give a damn about me
and I'm done being used

sometimes I dont want "friends" because I dont like being left Behind
but maybe they dont leave me behind maybe I just can't keep up
but then again maybe they dont want me to
maybe the only reason they move or go so fast is because they got sick of me
To tell you the truth sometimes i think this is all just bad dream
and I'm still waiting for the day i wake up...

Have you ever thought that maybe when we "Die" or "Pass Away"we're not dead
we just woke up from a Nightmare
I Want To Wake Up From Mine
The Perfect Nobody
Jimmy

With Closed Eyes

2008-12-18T14:20:00.000-08:00

-By Jimmy L.

Were I lay to sleep is never home

I awaken in a dream to never want to sleep

Twisted nightmares go flat

but never make me runaway

yet still I turn and look back

such a waste of time...

your words flow as if they were mine

repeating simple sentences

and still I fake this smile

to me, to you

This day ends, my door shuts

My eyes rain like the sky in an April storm

and these thought I over think blindly
stay stuck and unexposed

I drown and sink under them

And still my eyes are closed

Hes Stuck

2008-12-13T08:50:00.000-08:00

Part 2 to So Still

In a World were to die is the only way to get some rest...

The more he want to forget the more he seems to fall apart

How to understand poor kid lifelessly sitting...

sitting, waiting for a chance to smile again a real chance to live this time but no hes just sitting there hoping, hoping that maybe this time he'll forget how much hes cried.

how unimportant hes become. The world slowly forgetting he still alive

...He still hates himself, still thinks everything will stay the same because so far nothing has changed.

he want to find home

can he run... keep running afraid to stop.

He still lives to sleep and dream that tomorrow will be a better day

to feel even better to let you

but would he let go?

So Still

2008-12-11T12:54:00.000-08:00

Part 1 -By Jimmy

He Opens his eyes.

Lost so confused he still smiles... why?

Sometimes he forgets to slow life down and keeps running to live...

but could he get far? Do we really know what he's up to...

The clock ticks and hes a step closer but a step closer to what... A step closer to who... Do we know or will we ever?

Time is so still a tear drop falls but feels like hes been Crying for hours.

Its funny to pretend your perfect, but foolishly he acts that part. when you look away you think hes still there smiling but secretly hes fallen apart...

Part 2 (He's Stuck) Coming soon!

Remember Thursday...

2008-12-10T14:36:00.000-08:00

-By Jimmy Lopez

I can remember the last real conversation we had
Where day was ending into silent dreams
But it was okay because you said

"Goodnight"

Where heart ace shimmered in the sky
And counted plains took them high
To help me forget I'm alone

And I add these several tears to the lake below
Where everyone's sorrow drowns alive
And I'll be okay because you said so
But I'm not

In public time disappears
As countless cars race by
In hope to push my pain in front of them
But that pain is mine
And that's my life

But it was okay that day

And I remember our last conversation we had
Where day ended into silent dreams
But it was okay because you said

"Goodnight"

When They Say Welcome?

2008-12-10T09:55:00.000-08:00

There’s a new time for everything.
A new place and new thoughts. I’m not going to go full out crazy and type away my ideas and hope you read what I’ve posted, don’t get me wrong I do hope you enjoy what I have to say but I wont force you to….

Well Im Jimmy Lopez...
And i guess I always have something to say.
I love writing poetry and short stories so I guess that’s what ill be doing mostly on here.

Well thanks for your time and I hope you come back

-Jimmy