Monday, January 18, 2010

Wednesday, September 03, 2008 Like The Day

Like TheDay

-By Jimmy Lopez

Why are my views like this again?

I know I'm not the only one in this position

But somehow I know I'm alone

My heart is heavy and spirit cold

Hunger to keep going slipping away

As time slows down even more

And this light, small light dimming

Reminding me it'll turn off soon

Nothing last forever

Just a reflection of the past

Like a scratch CD skipping

To replay the same thing over and over

Till it turns off

How do I turn off the noise inside my head?

A lonely bus ride home

Were everything is only temporary

I still have the guts to look outside the window

And I start to rain with the sky

To scream with the thunder

Don't want to live...

And die with the storm

Yet my one wish won't come true

Why are some of us picked to hurt this much?

And almost everyday simply sucks

Because in my world wind of thoughts

Struggling to brush the hairs of time off my face

And to try to shelter my every last bit of hope to this earthquake

To only give up, surrender to the pounds of life

So sharp like a steal razor that use to kiss my skin

Were to begin my unspoken story

To the beat I'd like to someday fade out of a lie

Inside my happiness

Tuesday, January 13, 2009-I AM JIMMY LOPEZ


ABOUT THIS POEM: THIS POEM IS ABOUT WHO I AM IN A WAY


I AM JIMMY LOPEZ
By: Jimmy Lopez

Just me, myself and I
I'm a kid lost in a world full of strangers
Most of them I don't know
Most of them I don't want to know
Yet I always wonder who they are, who they might be


Lost inside a possibility
Only to remember I'm nobody but me
Please don't forget me as December ends
Everyday I fight with my Mind crazy like an animal locked in the
Zoo


I rather stay in stillness
So calm like my old spirit


My mind wonders off again
Everyday I dream of paradise

Sunday, February 08, 2009-Understanding

I Try to understand

This music plays a song

whispering its silent memories



It speak to you and me

like midnight walks to dawn

and I begin to sing your quiet song



...take me with you...



like the day

I give away the reasons to hate myself

visible like morning

I cry to you



walking towards your everlasting love



I try to understand

the footsteps It takes to really look like you...

Today

These are word one written by a kid lost somewhere between darkness and death
he was silent but the pencil did all the screaming

Thanks for reading and hope you enjoy

The Length of Time February 20, 2009

Why have days stretch out?

...so long

they seem to carry on
like a song so old you cannot stand
like a moment way to cruel it never ends

They stay...

They stay to watch me fall in love with dawn
though they know I want the mornings light and sun
but day, It only saddens and night it bitters me
stuck right in the between
when will you be able to see

That days are timed moment in our lives

and our lives are way to short


we caught ourselves on fire

and messes of all sorts


...


and day somehow still seem to long

Page One March-10-09

Page One

-By Jimmy


The sun is blinding even at night

I press soft on this clear page full of silent lines
soon to scream my truth as of today

and I thank you in this sentence
It's the only way I know how

But I'm still unsure about what I should feel...
It's another way to ask myself if your real

and I don't know....
Do I even want too?

Its the first page...
Page one
and I don't know what to say

My mind is cluttered in every way
but there's still and urge to say "Thank you"
So I Thank you in secret


Still I Thank You

...Today...

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Red Roses

Theres a pedal for every emotion on my heart
bright red roses set me apart
The drink pain like water
as I'm nurtured by our father

Long stem
leaf on the left
writes an instrumental song
that amputates the right way
to look at life

Ive picked such sweet roses to look at
but each rose left a whole unfed

now thorns help my hands bleed
to paint each rose bright red
I'll bleed to grow more red roses