Saturday, January 03, 2009 Why Did I Say Hello?

bout the poem:This poem is about a "friend"? i guess you could call him and its just about not really feeling the same or thinking about reaching an old friendship back and also wondering why/if you'd really want to either

Why Did I Say Hello?

-By Jimmy Lopez

Words looked for you in real life

Its a way to say "yes"

I've spoken to you Face to face

In a black and white format

But I couldn't fine you

I wanted to...

Just to feel alive again

Just to have someone to turn to

But I don't need this everyday hello at the same time

And It's not ever going to be the same

Even though today it felt like it

Its just one day

But Im sorry

I don't even know who you are anymore

Your voice sounds someone other then yourself

And its not you I see even if I were to look hard enough

And look deeper then the surface of your hello

Its not the same

So why did I say hello?

Wednesday, January 07, 2009 I Dont Care

About The Poem: This poem is about just being anger and letting people know you wont let them walk all over you ect...

its also about not being afriad to show everyone and anyone that you can stand up for yourself.

I Dont Care
-By Jimmy Lopez

Soundless footsteps marched into my mind
But I never knew I could be that person
Its an anger that builds deep inside and today
it help me stop the tears from flowing

outspoken
my anger thru words that for some odd reason
made me walk outside my heart

they cheer for the bad
and in that state I'm not sad or disappointed

I'm just the me I never knew I was

Its like a sting of hope in a rotten stage
helps me hold my head up high but a bit enraged

but I'm still me

It's a place where pain is not acceptable
tears don't rain
and being walked all over will and cant ever happen

its also a way to let yourself believe in false respect
but that's better then nothing…

Monday, January 12, 2009 Dear God

About This Poem: This was A letter I wrote to God yesterday
but I decided to turn it into a poem
HOPE you like it ...

Dear God
-By Jimmy Lopez

Mindless music sway my feet to the corner of my memories
It bleeds with the pulse of my heart to create its own beat of a time where I'm able to see where I belonged

Oh how I'd long to reach the fingertips of your truth
and seek an even deeper life with you

Its a hallway of scripture coded in the dark
could you brighten the words I haven't read

Help me feel alive again

Its to cold out to not notice the numbness of today
because only you see how false my happiness still is as I lay to sleep for tomorrow

Wednesday, September 03, 2008 Like The Day

Like TheDay

-By Jimmy Lopez

Why are my views like this again?

I know I'm not the only one in this position

But somehow I know I'm alone

My heart is heavy and spirit cold

Hunger to keep going slipping away

As time slows down even more

And this light, small light dimming

Reminding me it'll turn off soon

Nothing last forever

Just a reflection of the past

Like a scratch CD skipping

To replay the same thing over and over

Till it turns off

How do I turn off the noise inside my head?

A lonely bus ride home

Were everything is only temporary

I still have the guts to look outside the window

And I start to rain with the sky

To scream with the thunder

Don't want to live...

And die with the storm

Yet my one wish won't come true

Why are some of us picked to hurt this much?

And almost everyday simply sucks

Because in my world wind of thoughts

Struggling to brush the hairs of time off my face

And to try to shelter my every last bit of hope to this earthquake

To only give up, surrender to the pounds of life

So sharp like a steal razor that use to kiss my skin

Were to begin my unspoken story

To the beat I'd like to someday fade out of a lie

Inside my happiness

Tuesday, January 13, 2009-I AM JIMMY LOPEZ

ABOUT THIS POEM: THIS POEM IS ABOUT WHO I AM IN A WAY I AM JIMMY LOPEZ By: Jimmy Lopez Just me, myself and I I'm a kid lost in a world full of strangers Most of them I don't know Most of them I don't want to know Yet I always wonder who they are, who they might be Lost inside a possibility Only to remember I'm nobody but me Please don't forget me as December ends Everyday I fight with my Mind crazy like an animal locked in the Zoo I rather stay in stillness So calm like my old spirit My mind wonders off again Everyday I dream of paradise

Sunday, February 08, 2009-Understanding

I Try to understand

This music plays a song

whispering its silent memories



It speak to you and me

like midnight walks to dawn

and I begin to sing your quiet song



...take me with you...



like the day

I give away the reasons to hate myself

visible like morning

I cry to you



walking towards your everlasting love



I try to understand

the footsteps It takes to really look like you...

Today

These are word one written by a kid lost somewhere between darkness and death
he was silent but the pencil did all the screaming

Thanks for reading and hope you enjoy