Wednesday, November 05, 2008 134 Words That Made No Difference

134 Words That Made No Difference

-JimmyL

You're a whisper in August

Or an echo lost in thought

You faded before September

And obviously you forgot

I'm still alone in darkness

And this light is so dim

Now we're inside November

And our friendship has gone slim

When day ends, yes I miss you

Yet that won't change one thing

And before this day hits night soon

I already feel that sting

Life calls it a moment

My mind did also to

And yet you were only temporary

Lost in the full moon

And now I lay here coping

Because that's all I can do

Memories of all the good times

Are all that's left of you

And yes I still miss you

But that wont change one thing

And you remind me of last year

When I lost everything.

Friday, November 14, 2008 Time In Half

Time In Half -Jimmy Split moment to remind myself They never understood And it's still only a moment That I'm sure time only took When today happen slowly Let's cut you off of here I don't need anyone near this Simple sepia colored tone of my day You never seen the changes Of my sky no longer blue So I don't find a reason To want to see you soon Even if a moment is left for me, for you Your sorry isn't anything If you didn't know what to do

Wednesday, December 10, 2008 I'm Always Brought Back

About this poem:This is about me of course :) and also about always wanting to be alone because for some odd reason everything will someday come to in end and the quot "I was born alone I'll die alone" come to play in my head.

I'm Always Brought Back

-By Jimmy Lopez

winter can break a smile
calm the sun
make the wind blow

cold kisses frostbite my
long to love hope

and I choose to look down again

My eyes are blinded from anything that could be good
its like fear rushed back to block everything...

I once again misunderstood

That
Everything or forever means nothing and also temporary

now the sweetness of night its false romance
of how beautiful starts shine like tears of joy

remind me to for some odd reason not smile upon the memories
I've learned to timidly cherish openly

and now I stay here to only try to fall in love with my solitude I'd truly like to abandon

Saturday, December 20, 2008 (Do I) Have to Go...

Have To Go -Jimmy L. Could I stay a bit longer to see the world pass thru this window My problems seem much smaller when they're unseen Don't you think so? When Wednesday arrives I know life's not still But I feel empty inside… And what emotion do I have left to kill? I look over and over at the time 10 minutes have passed And I still don't want to leave I know this aint home But I feel okay right here And even if no ones near I don't worry if the days not clear …But Could I stay a bit longer to see this world pass thru these windows?

Monday, December 22, 2008 Dare To Hope

Dare To Hope
-Jimmy LopeZ

Word by word

I read the emotional poem inside your sentence

Its began with a joke, I couldn't smile

And ended with a mild rain fall

Cut in half

Just like my Hope I sometimes close

You dare us to open back those doors

But I still couldn't write inside your journal

Your name was lost inside mine a long time ago

And now the days go by so slow

I rather sleep then cry Hopelessly

But I still Hope for a better day around December

And when I can't seem to remember the good in life

I still Dare to Hope…

Monday, December 22, 2008 Dare To Hope

Dare To Hope
-Jimmy LopeZ

Word by word

I read the emotional poem inside your sentence

Its began with a joke, I couldn't smile

And ended with a mild rain fall

Cut in half

Just like my Hope I sometimes close

You dare us to open back those doors

But I still couldn't write inside your journal

Your name was lost inside mine a long time ago

And now the days go by so slow

I rather sleep then cry Hopelessly

But I still Hope for a better day around December

And when I can't seem to remember the good in life

I still Hope…

Sunday, December 28, 2008 Im Still Here

Im Still Here

-By Jimmy Lopez

I can't see through the blur of my tears

Blinding me for so long now

I've forgotten how the world looks like

And I count cars passing this bus stop

Why am I alone today?

Look at their smiles and also their eyes

They don't cry in this morning

But mine do…

They drive away all of them go somewhere

But I'm still here

And I try to believe that solitude is they place to be

On days like today

But I don't believe

And it's no dream but I can't sleep

When I'm already listening to my owns cries

You can't hear

But it's no time for sleep

And

I'm Still here waiting at this bus stop

I have no place to be

I hope you have a Merry Christmas

And please if you pass by me

Don't say those words to me

Just because I'm still here