Tuesday, September 23, 2008 GoodNight...

GoodNight
-By Jimmy

so many day I cry myself to sleep
and I dream to deep so some light I could see
inside all these thoughts is no more me...
its just a me I never get to see in life

...I can't speak to you, just to speak now
but I can wish for somthing new...yet nothings new
Nothings like you staying when I needed you the most
A weekend changed everything....

They say time heals and empty soul
yet I still lay in emptiness....
they also say I'll be fine because the day is almost over
yet the only difference in a day is when I say goodnight
Goodnight is the only difference between today and yesterday

and I still stay to watch the sunset inside you....
and memories still kill me slowly
even though they mean everything to me
It hurts when I hear you now....
I dont want to hurt myself again...
...So should I say goodbye
then sleep in my sheltered heart
The only thing I have left thats mine...

Busyness soon will take over you to
like time has no time for anyone
I lay under your sun
this last time

I'll say goodnight to you tomorrow

Saturday, September 27, 2008 No Point In September

No Point In September -By Jimmy Empty thoughts of clarity Spin back time and I seem to forget Everything I once understoond Turn black ... When this sentence disappear do you still know what I feel when dark consumes all of me can you read whats between the lines Ive written more then once? ... I've learn that nothing last forever And I'm still inside september ...I fall, turn gray, and fade ... and like every leaf falling I feel the wind push me down along them I fall down aswell

Wednesday, October 08, 2008 With Closed Eyes

With Closed Eyes
-By Jimmy

Where I lay to sleep is never home
I awaken in a dream to never want to sleep
Twisted nightmares go flat
but never make me runaway
yet still I turn and look back
such a waste of time...

your words flow as if they were mine
repeating simple sentences
and still I fake this smile
to me, to you

This day ends, my door shuts
My eyes rain like the sky in an April storm
and these thought I over think blindly
stay stuck and unexposed
I drown and sink under them
And still my eyes are closed

Thursday, October 16, 2008 Nothing Is Something

Nothing Is Something

-Jimmy

Holding on to everything slowly slipping away
their words leak like water when they got something to say
now even they've become half empty as well

Nothing in this world can understand this complex pain

Hard like a rock I fall on my knees
I pray to my god to take me now please…

Yet I still sleep a few hours and awaken with

this heart beat
I sink under my thoughts, it gets harder to breath
and they can't see how far they pushed me down this time

It's always me

Guessing….

I'm wrong in my understanding
and maybe got no clue
but how can you say one thing
and got the home I'm still looking for

Lets face the truth you aren't forever either…

Saturday, October 25, 2008 UnTitled Current

Untitled

-Jimmy

Step by step by step

Just another walk in the park

The sun embraced me for a while

Yet still I felt so cold

And the breeze felt like your whisper
hidden in my cry

But now I can't even smile
it's affected by your lie

Ticking with the time

I sit around to wait

But everything to me comes of or seems so fake

Now pending for a moment

To believe and trust in you

But you've been absent for so long now

And just like everyone else that's never something new

The ending of October

Were the stars dim from blue to black
faded memories are no longer welcomed
I know I miss but won't allow to come back

Here I stay and linger

Around the clear light ring of the moon
I hope to someday find home

And my soul to rest there to

Sunday, October 26, 2008 A Blind Promise

A Blind Promise

-JimmyL

Spoken words fade back to blue

When day ends and October cries white tears

You don't notice your unspoken lies

Left cold

Daylight seem so different

When it rest in your eyes

Nothing seems truthful

When you left this time

And I still miss old sentences

You said by night

Goodnight again

Unnoticed tears hidden in the dark

What's there to call mine

When you said you wouldn't forget

But you've forgotten

Another Blind Promise

Wednesday, October 29, 2008 Remember Thursday

Remember Thursday

-JimmyJ

I can remember the last real conversation we had

Where day was ending into silent dreams

But it was okay because you said

"Goodnight"

Where heart ace shimmered in the sky

And counted plains took them high

To help me forget I'm alone

And I add these several tears to the lake below

Where everyone's sorrow drowns alive

And I'll be okay because you said so

But I'm not

In public time disappears

As countless cars race by

In hope to push my pain in front of them

But that pain is mine

And that's my life

But it was okay that day

And I remember our last conversation we had

Where day ended into silent dreams

But it was okay because you said

"Goodnight"