Sing To You

I want to sing to you
Say the things I cant speak of and hide them in this melody

I want to form some words into song
Sing all day long
In the thought of you

I can’t say I love you when words are spoken
This time I’ll hide them in this soft noise

It’s almost a whisper that kisses the air
But this time I want to show you how much I really care

And have you ever heard this song?
Could you sing the course with me when I’m to shy
To sing out loud

Sing it with me
In this hidden sound that falls asleep by ten

My Words

Part 1

My words don’t mean a thing

They don’t speak but that’s only because they don’t know how to talk…

Even though I’ve tried so hard to make them be heard
There still so silent

My words are nothing

Not a face
Or eyes
Or even mouth

They can escape
Nor replace the feelings inside me

My words are just words
And yes I see that
That may be true

But have they ever really or truly spoken to even you?

This Journal

Stepping back just to look forward
Notes here are unspoken words

secrets lay inside this pencil
and I'll write until I break

I've broken many times
resharpened life to speak

I've smudged the Little words
as I cried in my fear

I wrote about you...
today was written in the memory of yesterday

These words where yours before I could think of them

It paints a bitter smile
It caught up to me just when I thought I was okay

I see them erase in the rain of my saddness

The Length of Time

Why have days stretch out?

...so long

they seem to carry on
like a song so old you cannot stand
like a moment way to cruel it never ends

They stay...

They stay to watch me fall in love with dawn
though they know I want the mornings light and sun
but day, It only saddens and night it bitters me
stuck right in the between
when will you be able to see

That days are timed moment in our lives

and our lives are way to short

we caught ourselves on fire

and messes of all sorts

...

and day somehow still seem to long

Breath

This was our conversation
Words were stitched inside the darkness
to pierce my soul with your sentences

and I'll admit at first I thought all you did was suffocate the truth
but truth was found in silence this time...

Even though your phrases cut my ability to breath
and night stood so still so we both couldn't sleep
we chose to sit and stay to let emotions awaken

and they woke up...

Mixed inside the air
we look like a thunderstorm
but in some way we both seem to care enough to listen

I heard how the thunder cries
and you heard how rain falls

Tension filled a room so thigh that air is hard to find
and I gasp for life but I sank Inside that moment

I sank deep enough to breath a Thank you to you

Page One

The sun is blinding even at night

I press soft on this clear page full of silent lines
soon to scream my truth as of today

and I thank you in this sentence
It's the only way I know how

But I'm still unsure about what I should feel...
It's another way to ask myself if your real

and I don't know....
Do I even want too?

Its the first page...
Page one
and I don't know what to say

My mind is cluttered in every way
but there's still and urge to say "Thank you"
So I Thank you in secret

Still I Thank You

...Today...

The Way You Love Me

- By Jimmy Lopez-Garcia

I was more then unworthy of your love
I couldn't stand your name now I can't walk away from you

I've tried proving you wrong but you proved yourself to me
and now I wonder if what I see, you see

You build my spirit
and I drew a picture of how it'd look like when we're closer

You heard my cries
and in your picture you hold onto me

When I couldn't understand...

I couldn't open my eyes and simply see
all the time you've spent loving me

The way you love me is braided in my soul
and you are my everything my all in all