The Length of Time

Why have days stretch out?

...so long

they seem to carry on
like a song so old you cannot stand
like a moment way to cruel it never ends

They stay...

They stay to watch me fall in love with dawn
though they know I want the mornings light and sun
but day, It only saddens and night it bitters me
stuck right in the between
when will you be able to see

That days are timed moment in our lives

and our lives are way to short

we caught ourselves on fire

and messes of all sorts

...

and day somehow still seem to long

Breath

This was our conversation
Words were stitched inside the darkness
to pierce my soul with your sentences

and I'll admit at first I thought all you did was suffocate the truth
but truth was found in silence this time...

Even though your phrases cut my ability to breath
and night stood so still so we both couldn't sleep
we chose to sit and stay to let emotions awaken

and they woke up...

Mixed inside the air
we look like a thunderstorm
but in some way we both seem to care enough to listen

I heard how the thunder cries
and you heard how rain falls

Tension filled a room so thigh that air is hard to find
and I gasp for life but I sank Inside that moment

I sank deep enough to breath a Thank you to you

Page One

The sun is blinding even at night

I press soft on this clear page full of silent lines
soon to scream my truth as of today

and I thank you in this sentence
It's the only way I know how

But I'm still unsure about what I should feel...
It's another way to ask myself if your real

and I don't know....
Do I even want too?

Its the first page...
Page one
and I don't know what to say

My mind is cluttered in every way
but there's still and urge to say "Thank you"
So I Thank you in secret

Still I Thank You

...Today...

The Way You Love Me

- By Jimmy Lopez-Garcia

I was more then unworthy of your love
I couldn't stand your name now I can't walk away from you

I've tried proving you wrong but you proved yourself to me
and now I wonder if what I see, you see

You build my spirit
and I drew a picture of how it'd look like when we're closer

You heard my cries
and in your picture you hold onto me

When I couldn't understand...

I couldn't open my eyes and simply see
all the time you've spent loving me

The way you love me is braided in my soul
and you are my everything my all in all

You

There's so many words to say
I can't speak them all
I can't build a sentence
to try to break my fall

but I can say "I thank you"
and I know you heard me to
when there is always midnight
where small stars light me Through...

I see how to see just for today
though I break
and I've broke all the way

You will understand me
understand the simple truth
But right when I stepped inside here
I lost the thought of you

Why I Walk Away

Its like a silent moment

That shies away the sun
The reasons you walked away

Is why I began to run

The motion of your words
tell another story
The things I know are true
are said by God for me

It works in many ways
and I chose to Hide these words
I don't give it away
and I want to Hate you

You tell me nothing else
You don't have to say one thing

I want to just walk away
Before I hear you sing