Friday, September 11, 2009

Watch Me Fall

Im in the presence of reality
but I cant help to question myself

My eyes turn gray as they fade into sleep
Dreams are nightmares with a smile

where he tells me the lies

your no good for life
you cant take the razor away
watch it become you
scratch your name

and watch it bleed

...

Im here but still absent
and I turn into a bullet

here Im power against life
to show you Im not real

WATCH ME FALL

Ill even let you pull the trigger



The Lord Said "I Love You!"

Show me your stillness
as I hold the hands of silence

Ive spoken softly tonight
to keep my ears open to your whispers

Here I can sleep safely with you in mind
Where dreams lay still as well

Thats when you said "I Love You"

...

Time is frozen in this moment
As I'm slow dancing you stitch your spirit gently inside me

I listen but still cant hear
fear takes me slowly again

Words are slow in this story
being written, ink is low

I slowly turn to lead

As I write recklessly
you erase my mistakes
and perfect each sentence
so when I re-read over my depression

Thats when I read "I Love You"

So show me your stillness
as I hold the hands of silence

Ive spoken softly tonight
to keep my ears open to your whispers

Here I can sleep safely with you in mind
Where dreams lay still as well

Thats when you said "I Love You"

The Lord Said "I Love You!"

Monday, September 7, 2009

A Place With You

Your eyes are crystal clear here

Alone...

sand hides between my toes
but hidden in the sand is your love

I dig and dig for the perfect sand to build the best sand castle I can imagine
but talent is low today

This footstep is home
near your waves
I find the embrace Ive been looking for
but loose from time to time

leave me out the water
and let me fine your presence else where

why...

why can I see your stillness in a smile
your love in a hug

but in silence I loose myself but still remember you?

your eyes are crystal clear here
Alone These footsteps are forgotten
but your eyes see my every step

...I know you wont forget

Friday, July 31, 2009

Awaken The Spirit

There's a sadness that fills his eyes
like shooting stars
he's rarely seen crying

Placed in and out of surroundings,
his sky turn gray before he storms inside himself

and when the ground forms to mud
he finds the love he lost long ago inside your heavens

Here footprints in the sand are lost
but never forgotten

and your imprint is my memory...

Ive rotten as an individual
but this prayer will clean me up

Today the sky ends its morning one more time without you
and the sunrise will awaken my faith in this situation

Thursday, July 30, 2009

The Truth Is...

next to me is the air you use to breath
its a story of the week I fell asleep
one is one and two is you
both a friend and a father I once thought I knew
but I'm gone and your free

Thoughts are clear
yeah
they're clear when im dreaming

but this song
confuses my mind and my feelings

im okay but im not
im starving but i forgot to water these emotions

dance like a sunflower planted in place
with the wind hitting my face
i dance along the time that use to be laced with your presence

but life stresses soil
and I seem to fall asleep for this season
in hope to forget I miss you

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Quote

"If Thoughts Were Money,
I'd Be a Millionaire"