Before I Saw You

I saw the was day really ends
Silently I whisper “goodbye”

If I can look up at this day, I know I’m still alive
But I look down and I can’t smile

Am I dead?
Am I still real and can you see me?

Somehow I still breathe
Unwillingly
But I still breathe

As I count my heart beat
Faster and faster it beats
But I’m not worried about it stopping

Believe me when I say “Goodnight” is a word of darkness
It reminds me I’ve failed to say “Good morning”
But everyday is the end
And I wait for you to see my reality

You never saw the way I try to mend my broken smile
And I also tried asking if you could stay a while before you saw me
But day ends so fast and it’s a waste of time

And I’ll see you go anyways so just leave

My eyes follow the pain of time
And all this time I thought it was there to mock me
But time hurts more then I ever had
And now I know why it hurt real bad before I saw you


Did you?

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