Time

Time consumes me to a still moment
Were everything stays the same just to help me cope To make me believe I'll be okay for good now
Because time increases hope

They always say they'll be there
But really time changes hope

Left in that moment alone

Do I really need anyone anymore?

I rather leave say goodbye first

Before I have to pretend that I wont miss you

That I'm okay now

That I'll be fine cause I know your always going to be there

But I'm not

Misunderstanding everything…

How was this life was supposed to be lived?

And were did I turn wrong now

What do I end up doing to hurt this much again

I HATE this fake smile plastered on my face

With just one look back and no feeling to help replace

The thought of you

I'll watch the sunset go

But unlike everything else I know It'll come back soon…

but will I

Should I really stay and see if time will change everything again

Or go some were new leave everything behind

And start over

Everyone needs a fresh start at one point in their life…right?

Or do we have to deserve it?

I cant take this anymore

Just want to change everything

Before time gets to it first and claws my heart and helps it bleed